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Token

9/7/2016

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Let’s make sure we get a token so that we’re checking off each box.

In my mind that’s what hiring committees say when they’re trying to “diversify”. Let’s check off these boxes. We need one in each category to cover all the bases so we can be diverse. As a professional, I’m not saying that I’ve been in rooms where conversations like this have occurred, but I have spoken to MANY people who have been in those rooms. The words may not be as blunt, but the message is the same. Let’s get one (insert underrepresented demographics here).

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When I first started hearing the word token and/or tokenism in an academic space I was confused. I always thought tokens were little coins you put in games or in the machine to catch a bus/train/trolley. I can remember googling token. I didn’t know there was a word to describe me. So, if you’re like me and you’re unsure on what I’m talking about, dictionary.com defines tokenism as, “The practice or policy of making no more than a token effort or gesture, as in offering opportunities to minorities equal to those of the majority.”

I hate being the token. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. The amount of energy that it takes just to get through the day is enough to make me want to give up some days. At school I was always the token woman. As a professional I’m almost always the youngest. Last, but we all know not least, I’m generally the token Black person and sometimes person of color. There is this unrealistic expectation that I know all things people of color. I know everyone’s stories. I can speak for all people of color. As a professional, I can be a resource for all the students of color. All students can relate to me just because I’m Black. Annndddddd in meetings I can be the voice for all underrepresented groups. 

It’s so draining and I’m very much over it.

​As a student I remember my first year in college in my honors english class when the professor brought up the topic of affirmative action. I was the only non-white person in this class. I vividly remember students making statements about how affirmative action wasn’t fair, and the teacher asking me specifically how black people felt about the conversation. I didn’t really say much, and I regret it. I remember feeling shocked. I didn’t really know what to say other than I can’t speak for all Black people. What was she expecting? In hindsight, I wish I had the courage to go about how misinformed the entire class and how problematic it is to expect one person to speak on the behalf of an entire racial group that is so diverse within itself! So, because I didn’t have it in me at the time to say all of that, I remember just kind of sitting there feeling I wasn’t supposed be there. Like I didn’t belong. Unwanted. Tolerated but not welcomed. Throughout my tenure as an honors student that feeling remained. Generally, I was the only person of color and often times the only woman (FYI - I was a finance major). I never really felt quite right in the classroom and those feelings of inadequacy followed me into my career.

Being the only  _____, in my case person of color, in a department/division isn’t necessarily a big red flag. It’s definitely a sign that there is room for growth. Asking questions like: Why is there only one? What’s the game plan to change that? Does everyone understand why it’s important to have different people from different backgrounds with different experiences? Are these difference valued? Is the group open to learning from one another's differences to create a richer experience? Time will tell provide you with the answers to these questions; and knowing the answers to these questions will certainly help you figure out your place and how you want to move forward or move on, if that’s an option.

So how can we improve tokenism? That’s a great research project that I may embark in at some point. For now, I’ll say that hiring committees and admissions have to start with better intentions. Departments also have to hold themselves accountable for the biases and expectations they place on the only _____. Institutions must develop support services that can adequately serve different kinds of students. As schools diversify the services offered must follow suit. Leadership must be open and willing to address issues when they arise and not sugar coat problems or invalidate experiences. Lastly, we all have to be open minded. There is so much knowledge and value in our differences. I truly believe if we aren’t part of the solution then we’re part of the problem.

FYI - I’m writing this in the context of working at or attending a higher education institution, but I think a lot of the content can be applied to other spaces. 


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Tiffany is a higher education professional in institutional effectiveness, research, assessment, and planning.

7 Comments
Li
9/7/2016 10:52:12 am

You make great points about how institutions can think about taking steps forward. Thank you!

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Merrie
9/7/2016 11:47:09 am

Love this... Yes, being a "Token" in the workplace is not a good feeling. At times, it can be very uncomfortable. Sometimes I ask myself, did I get this far because I'm considered a "Token" or do they respect the great work and accomplishments I have made.

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Tiffany link
9/7/2016 11:50:23 am

Probably a combination of both.

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Nacole
9/8/2016 11:33:00 am

Girl, in college I used being the only black girl majoring in History and Politics to my advantage. I am extreme so my classmates got an ear full from me on race topics. But moving forward, in all of my varies professions I was still the token. And that is annoying. I am always harassing our Diversity and Inclusion committee, like please make some changes...

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Tiffany
9/15/2016 08:05:30 am

That's the hardest when you're begging for change and its landing to deaf ears. I'm not really sure how to go about improving that.

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Kar
9/14/2016 01:06:33 pm

This is the life I've known since 1st grade, when my class listened to an audio tape of the civil rights movement, and the entire class stared at me. I can't remember a black teacher throughout middle and high school. My sister and I were not only the tokens, but the "first" black to do ___ and ___.

I had no black professors in college within the civil engineering discipline. A few years ago, my company took pictures of all the employees working to celebrate its 1st centennial. Speckles of diversity. Board of Directors? All White.

Unfortunately, "Diversity" started at the bottom of the triangular food chain. I can discuss this all day. Sure there's progress, but our generation has to keep pressing to make sure we don't plateau in our careers so that the next generation doesn't feel the way we currently feel. Kudos to the both of you. We need more of this dialog.

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Tiffany
9/15/2016 08:04:27 am

I completely agree! I have to give myself pep talks constantly not to give up. It's so important that be present in these spaces. When you are the first and/or it's very hard to find the motivation to kep going.

Thank you so much for your comment and transparency. I can't wait to continue the conversation!

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