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coping with trauma in academic spaces...a call for advice

9/24/2016

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I’m sure that by now it is news to none of us that another unarmed Black man and a protester were killed by police officers this week. If you are anything like me, you were the farthest thing from numb when you heard the news. This week my heart bled. There were several moments where I turned to loved ones with tears in my eyes and declared, “I just can’t anymore.” But the truth is I can. I must - or at least that’s what I’ve been told. 

I was reminded this week that while it may not always seem to be the case, the work that I’m doing as a student and eventual faculty member is extremely relevant to what is going on out in the world with our Black men and boys. Even though these reminders were well-intentioned, I take issue with them for the following reasons:

The constant shootings of Black men and boys are a source of trauma for many who identify with the Black community. They contribute to our overwhelming feelings of distrust towards authority in America and they do not dissipate simply because changes of one’s surroundings occur. I feel them each and every time I walk into class and hear a classmate or professor say something off color about people of color. They rise to the surface each time I’m expected to read something that dehumanizes my people, knowing that many of the miseducated White people in my class are reading the same exact thing and not understanding or even noticing the implicit fear and hatred in it all. I struggle with this tension each time I think about the fact that one day I may just be a faculty member at an institution that has historically worked to marginalize my people.


It’s a lot to take in.

Not to mention the fact that not a single professor acknowledged any of this in class this week, but instead carried on like it was any other week. While in the meantime, I was hurting inside. I, along with the other Black students in my program, was mourning with my community. But that seemed to be of little importance.

It’s hard to remember that any of this work will have a positive impact in the future when it’s not even acknowledged in academic spaces as it happens. And it seems almost impossible to heal when the world and the work don’t even pause for just a second to allow you time to cope.


So I’m going to stop here. Because I’m out of answers. But my hope is that the conversation doesn’t stop here. Please comment below with advice on any of the following:
  • How you've dealt with these tensions in your academic career
  • How to bring up these issues in academic spaces
  • ​How you’ve begun to heal after such deep hurt

With the utmost love and hope for healing,
The Blackademics - Tiffany & Autumn




Autumn is a former middle school literacy educator. She is currently pursuing her doctoral degree in Teaching, Learning, Policy, and Leadership with a concentration in Language, Literacy, and Social Inquiry at The University of Maryland - College Park.​
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Li
9/24/2016 09:41:55 am

You know, I just realized that it was very helpful for me to see you guys do a special edition post for this. Like you said no professors this week even acknowledged that anything was happening--business as usual. So thank you for doing something different, bringing up in the academic space that it is not and absolutely should not be business as usual.

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Miguel
9/27/2016 08:16:41 pm

After the experiences this summer, and starting at a new job, I went into this last week expecting to hear something, anything, in response to it. I suppose I wasn't surprised when I didn't hear anything until the week was almost out.

I don't know that I have much advice. Generically, I have always been taught, and come to believe, that writing is critical in these moments. But, perhaps even more so, is just making sure that you reach out and re-establish the bonds that you have. I found it really comforting to have friends of mine message that we were in each others' thoughts. Makes you feel slightly less alone and helpless.

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Tanadjza Robinson
9/30/2016 03:54:58 pm

Thank you for this! This lets me know that I am not alone in my feelings of mourning, grief and helplessness. One thing I've learned to do is to emotionally divorce myself from social media, even if its just for one week. Social media has the tendency to emotionally drain me, especially during times like these.

However, I am thankful that I work in Higher Ed where the conversation is being had and that the students, faculty and staff are mobilizing to achieve equity and diversity on campus.

I dont have a lot of advice nor do I have all of the answers, but this is a reminder that writing is healing and critical during tumultuous times. I'm so glad that you all have provided a space where we can vulnerably share our thoughts. Thank you.

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